SCRATCH ME............

do not know how should I start first, but when the back of the NS hearts feel like another, and too many problems ..  
all the problems of small tests would be great .. 
why ek? uurgh! I hate ..
the family, the family father any case I suddenly want to go send me private university or college, do law or of study sports .. 
 mad to what? I am not ready yet  I do it ..
I was like in form 6 used to follow the tradition of brothers ...  
with many homes near the offer letter first though I do not wonder ..  
I want it bad well in form 6 .. and about my Beloved Mum too indulge me .. all wishes are followed even sometimes just jokes ...  
until when I have to live under such a comforting familiarity? I want maturity, live like the others ..
living and growing on their own initiative ..  
All the family seems not to understand the mum but, only you and you will understand me ..  
TQ so much! 
I LOVE U MUM!!


about  love:
hummmmmmmmmmmm ...........
I do not know how should I start state.  
Day after day more and more gloomy and see the end of it. I have not seen any wrong it with all the responsibility as a "boyfrend" I already was.  
difficult for me to understand ..  
Every day I said I lost heart with all my heart but I do not think so ..
I too love SYAFI ... 
difficult for me to show and express yourself, but I was just that I understand ...  
sometimes feel hard to overcome all these and sometimes too long for my relationship ..  
long for happy moments ..  
sometimes it can be said every day I thought to call back to love a bit different .. 
 but, said I was immature adviser to overcome all that will happen suddenly later ...  
no matter what happens now, I still love a bit different reasons ...  
and as before my, I was happy he was the best decision for my relationship ..  
if not the message says I do not care .. if the messages do not want feedback ..  
kind of unexpected, but I understand all this love and parcel of the world ...  
who knows why the couple to start again now I like:
-Follow the requirements of couple ..  
-Care couple ..  
-Thick couple ..
And more resentful of the couple willing to wound ...  
hurgh! tired, but my love for a beautiful world for me .. 
difficult to accept when I expressed to break but I have to remember "As strong as any love, so long married, she still anak dara orang.have a family should care" .. 
the pursuit of day and the cloudy conditions .. we are now able to plan it all because I know I am
 "Scratch me" difficult to expect all this to me later today ..  
we do not know what happens tomorrow and the next day ..  
we can plan and God will decide ..
I was willing to lose him from the future to see it destroyed because pampered love ....  
painful for me to accept if all that happened, but more painful for his family ..  
love can be in the future but looking to the plan now ...  
for you fasyarina, sory so much if there is anything that is not enough of me and sorry so much if I was your shame .. 
 your future is your preference ..  
do not think my heart ..  
do you think of the heart .. 
k??
=)